Here I sit at the Sandwich Public Library typing out a revised first blog. Funny how things seem to work out . . . . not as planned.
I will start by adding that Cape Cod has some of the nicest Public Libraries I have ever visited. Bar none. All have the hometown appeal that each one holds in history as well as knowledgeable staff and up to date resources available. As with all things on Cape Cod check the hours of each location because summer hours change and each has much to offer. Libraries are the second greatest place on earth next to a God Fearing Jesus Loving Church fellowship.
On to the first blog albeit the second that has been bumped up, You see, this whole endeavor has been planned to some extent but the staging and sequence of all has been messed up. Currently, I am semi homeless and looking for a place to lay my head on Cape Cod and start my business up in a new state with new goals.
Up until Wednesday evening things were going as good as expected. Then. After working at the Sandwich Library on many computer related items as well as multiple webpages and sites . . . . . I lost my cell phone. The lifeline that they have become in our lives is immense. Have not been able to check most emails, text messages, bank info etc etc etc.
NOT LETTING IT TAKE ME OVER AND GET ME DOWN. Have had enough. Have stressed yes, rode over 80 miles in 36 hours Wed Eve and yesterday, All great miles, beautiful weather and cicada filled hazards. God is in this. All of it. He may not have lost my phone but he is in the mix of living each minute of each day.
So much of my life has been thrown away. Some by choice. Some by accident. Some by just happenstance. In all of it. God is STILL on The Throne. All the wasted wallowing and worry gained nothing. As most anyone who battles depression or mental health wellness knows, honestly, we can be our worst enemies.
Stinking thinking. Bad thoughts. What could happens . . . . . ALL A WASTE OF TIME AND SANITY to no good effect on anyone, Us, those around us and those whom we love.
Its not easy. At all. I know it. But fight for it. Strive for it. Do something different. If you end up at the same crossroads time and time again change the formula. Break the patterns. Break the habits. Try new things. Refuse toxic relationships. Ask for help. Accept the help.
Keep on keeping on. Fall down, Get Back Up!
Peace out from Beautiful Cape Cod! May God bless you and yours this day. And if you found a Samsung phone with a gray case between Sandwich Public Library, River St, Tupper Rd and Canal to Sagamore Bridge please turn it in to the Library or Park Service at the Cape Cod Canal. You could also drop me an email at bigcheese@direct-alternatives.com.
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